Zhonghill just told that "The past is horrible, the present is a disaster, but luckily we have no future."

So I may be at her side for some reasons...

Okay, thet's just the way it is. The one posted that Shut up ..... Get out...  

So I just found out that I was such a man who made others feel uncomfortable.

So I just got away from the one as I was still stranger to her.

I must have imagined this  kind of  ridiculous condition, just I was told before by WZ, my brother.

That's true, just as WZ said, it would burn me down.

But the earth will ever move though without such a friend, and nothing will never change without me.

So I'll never stop though I was burning myself down and could not stop thinking about her.

But, actually, I'll never have the so-called future for that I had made a beautiful bluemap before my trip to BJ, the city of hell.

I was lost in my own world but somebody was tearing me down.

But I can't stop...